In a recent Instagram post, the award-winning singer blamed the devil
for trying to ruin his life. He also talked about thoughts of suicide
and claims he’s heard God speak to him for the very first time.
Here’s exactly what he wrote:
“When u tired of the fucking devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time.
No one knows what I deal with on a
day to day. The average man wouldn’t hesitate to blow his fucking brains
out but that’s the cowards way out… Most won’t understand the genius
and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish
intentions will win in the short term. My soul will always be pure of
heart.
What’s on the surface always looks
like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and
guidance. People say “be a man”. Yeah, that’s right but it doesn’t take
away any pain you really go through. I just wanna stay out the way and
do music. Most importantly and great father.
I don’t have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!”
